Dear parents,

Dear parents,


I'm sorry I keep messing up I'm sorry I keep making mistakes I'm sorry for everything I have ever done to upset you.
You don't understand how it feels to be to lost or frustrated at the age of fifteen, I'm sorry I can't make good grades or be good in sports.
I'm sorry I can never make you happy or impress you...I try though I try all the damn time to make you happy.
But it's never enough I always mess up does that give you the right to treat me like shit? Like I am nothing to you?
I was told by a good friend that mistakes are just lesson learned why can't you understand that.
I'm sorry I can't be perfect like everyone else I'm sorry I can't be what you want me to be I'm sorry for being such a screw up.
I'm sorry that I forget important things but that doesn't mean I don't care about it? I'm sorry for writing this.
I'm sorry I can't pass my Star test, I'm sorry I'm not good at math I'm sorry for stressing you out but you're not the only one.
I'm sorry for never being brave like everyone else I'm sorry for being quite and scared. Everyone talks about Heros?Where's my hero when I need him the most? Why isn't he here comforting me while I write this?
I'm sorry I bottle everything up and I try not to bother you with my feelings or emotions.
I'm sorry that the only reason I draw is to keep me calm I'm sorry the only reason I write is so that I can escape from this world and into one of my own.
I'm sorry I draw all over my hands it's only to stop my anxiety from showing. I'm sorry I read all the time it helps me escape from the real world.
I'm sorry that I've been in my room it's only because I don't want you to see me crying to myself.
But most of all I'm sorry you don't understand me. I am truly sorry that I cant be the girl you want me to be...
                                        Sincerly,
                                 Your lost and confused daughter.